Saturday, May 29, 2010
Stream of conciousness
I'm graduating in 26 days. I'm sitting on the couch in my pajamas watching 'Dexter's Laboratory.' I can't wait to be out of this house. Adults can't be trusted. Soon I'll be an adult. I'll be an adult in 4 months. No one can be trusted. The only people I have backing me up currently are my friends, and soon they'll be gone too. And I will be gone. And I don't even trust them. I've lost all support. I've accomplished nothing in my time in STAC. Or in high school for that matter. I need to accomplish something. I need to finish my STAC project. I need to finish my english work so I graduate. I need to get my license so I can be out of this house as much as possible. Summer will be work and friends' house. Or work and then...anywhere but home. Mom just shut off my tv. My parents...I don't even know. I feel alone and abandoned. I want to go to college and prove that I don't need anybody.
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"And if such-and-such happens, you need to tell an adult." We will be, we are, the adults. And age does not mean that someone is smarter or more adapted than anyone. Sometimes adults are just people with too much authority.
ReplyDeleteHmmm... the only real thing you are suppose to do in school is learn, and you've done that, haven't you? That is something, something big and important and far more long lasting then a project or a paper, which in 5 years time are hardly remembered.
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