Wondering what you will think if you don't know

After my last blog, the most personal one yet, i started thinking "o wow maybe i should delete that so people don't start making assumptions about me." but although it's painful, I won't let myself delete it.

I always found peoples' perception interesting because it's often so off.

So frankly, i'm anxious as hell about posting that blog and thus almost baring my soul but i'm going to do it. because putting myself out there is a part of my art.

i guess this is a kind of disclaimer, which is bad (though i won't apologize. see, i'm learning) and i'm not making any sense but i just had some most things to say.