So I was talking about 2009 with my mom. We came to the following conclusion; 2009...what's the word....sucked for this family.
Oops...my fault? If you ask my family, the answer is quite possibly yes.
But I'm strangely optimistic about 2010. O my the world must be ending in 2012 if I'm being optimistic...hahahaha. No the world wont end people should shut up about that.
I'm talking to Juliana online and I just said "wow i'm facebook and i'm thinking about people i grew apart form this year but instead of being sad i'm just like "people suck"" and it's true. I'm pretty much done caring about people that didn't make an effort to keep our friendships alive when I made the effort. Because honestly, I'm 17, I'm going to grow apart with people in the next few years when I go to college it's a fact of life. Hopefully the people that matter to me think I matter to them.
What else is new? Yesterday someone shocked me. She said to me "are you okay?" I knew what she meant. But how did she know? Wait was it that obvious? Really? O...hello wake up call. I'm not sure how I feel about her knowing.
So this sounds like a really bad journal entry but it's what's on my mind.
Here's to a better 2010!
We're not scared to lose it all
ReplyDeleteSecurity throw through the wall
Future dreams we have to realize
A thousand sceptic hands
Won't keep us from the things we plan
Unless we're clinging to the things we prize
And do you feel scared - I do
But I won't stop and falter
And if we threw it all away
Things can only get better
Treating today as though it was
The last, the final show
Get to sixty and feel no regret
It may take a little time
A lonely path, an uphill climb
Success or failure will not alter it