So the current application pain I'm enduring is the application for the Macaulay Honors program at CUNY Queens. This is a major reach school and I doubt I'll get in, but there's always a chance I suppose. The problem is, I don't know if I want to get in. For those of you who are unfamiliar with the program, it's free. Meaning if by some chance I get in, my parents are more or less going to force me to "give it a try."
But I know nothing about the school. More importantly, I know nothing about their arts programs! And now that I finally decided I want to study some sort of theatre in college, I don't want that choice taken away from me by the lure of free college. I know that's kind of immature of me being the state of the current economy, but I still feel this way. I have friends who go there that I can ask about it, but I get scared to finish my application.
What if?
You can always feel what you feel - in fact, you have no choice! MAybe punch it in online and see what its about?
ReplyDeleteI don't think it's immature at all. I think it's quite mature that you know what you want and that you're thinking for yourself about all this.
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